The Blog Of Dysfunction

It hurts, it sucks, it’s unfair, its real, it’s irreversible, it changes everything for a while and nothing for very long, it makes me angry, it makes me cry, it makes me search for a dark empty place inside me to shut away all the emotions, it screams at me when I call [...]

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This was supposed to be up yesterday around 5 30 pm IST but due to unavoidabe and unforseen happenings was postponed. The circumstances will be B****ed about in the next posts.

Hi everybody
Sorry for no update or nice post. I know that the millions who depend on my blog for a break from their daily [...]

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X: [In gossip whisper] Machha, [ Southern Desi eq. of Dude] looks like V and T are an item, look at them, always together, dinners, walks, what not. Why, the other night some one told me…[blah blah blah yada yada gossip gossip]
Machha[dude]: No da, I know them, they are just friends.
X: Sure man, [...]

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Me: I spent 3 hours collecting links and editing and re editing the post. When I was satisfied with every aspect of the post I hit “Publish”. The post vanished. Poof. Gone. Just like that. No trace. Booooo. hooooooo. What did I do to deserve this.
Voice 1 : ehahhahah*evil laughter*. You dumb dung [...]

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I belong to the Plymouth brethren by birth and I hate the services, here’s why.
Music: Too slow/dragging and too little.
Exhortation for praising comes after the time for praise
The exhortations are mini sermons.
Messages are too long like in an hour and a quarter or too short like in 20 minutes
Testimony: The word is used [...]

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I leave for Vellore tonight. I do not want to go. Many reasons.
I remember first clinical too vividly, going to clinics with the gang,  a confusingly fun first week, then the results came; I flunked physiology.
For five years I have lived in fear of failure, it’s been the only constant reason I studied, the only [...]

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The damned exams are finally over, after 3 long months of agonizing studies and sleepless nights its fianlly over, hopefully for good.
I am at home, and though i expected a totally free vacation, that is so far denied to me, i have been out in the city for some thing or the other every single [...]

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