For six long years I have been bitching about my course and job, as a expression of my constant and persistent feeling of being out of place in the medical system. In spite of trying real hard I have never felt at home in the system, not that I didn’t like or enjoy anything but [...]
Entries Tagged as 'Personal'
Existential Liberation, From Schizo To Shrink
August 12th, 2007 · 10 Comments · Musings, Personal, Words Of Wisdom
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Tempted
July 5th, 2007 · 2 Comments · Anger_Rants, Personal, Soul searching, Words Of Wisdom, life
Sorely, to make this a battleground
To be hurtful
To be bilious
To react in a way I know I will regret
To say goodbye hoping I will stop hurting
To find a way to reverse time and make nothing to have ever happened
To go on a self deprecatory cycle for being what I am
To [...]
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Quelle merde!!!
June 11th, 2007 · 1 Comment · Personal, Ramblings, Rants, The Voices
Hector: Dude that was pure bitching
Me: I don’t bitch
Hector: You just did
Me: Rampyari will you please tell this guano-worm that as a rule the Philip does not bitch
Rampyari: Now, now, Phil loosen up, what’s wrong with some amount of healthy expression of anger anyway?
Hector: Philip is a bitcher
Me: [...]
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On My Mind
February 1st, 2007 · 5 Comments · Anger_Rants, Heartache, Journal, Personal, Rants, life
As I said in my last post yesterday was a bad day and a good day. My best buddy got through PG but I wasted the whole evening. Also I was unable to concentrate and study or do anything; my mind was just too full of frightening thoughts. I was awake and walking and talking [...]
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Disgruntled christian: Atheism vs Religion fact sheet
December 2nd, 2006 · 9 Comments · Apologetics, Atheism, Christianity, Heartache, Issues, Musings, My Faith, Personal, Philosophy, Sorrow, Soul searching, Spiritual Musings, Theology, Words Of Wisdom, life
It was about four years ago when began to realize that a lot of philosophical/ spiritual/ ideological stands I had so far been considering the gospel were in fact not the most internally consistent and obvious at all. Over these years I have been searching hard for the most internally consistent and reasonable ideologies. [...]
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My best posts
November 2nd, 2006 · 2 Comments · Blogging, Desi Links, Internet, Links, Musings, My Faith, Personal, Ramblings, Sanctification, Soul searching, Spiritual Musings, Words Of Wisdom, life
For those who came late, my best posts from the archive.
Best as defined by me, not by the number of hits or comments.
Dysfunctional Christian. My declaration of guilt.
My Greatest pleasures. An introduction to me.
By their Fruits. Theology, the Holy Spirit and the scientific method.
Father Brown. The genius detective on forgiveness.
Humanizing the heroes. Superheroes fell, why [...]
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I wonder as I wander: Sorrow in heaven?
November 2nd, 2006 · 2 Comments · Christianity, Church, Heartache, I Wonder As I wander, Issues, Jesus, Musings, My Faith, Personal, Spiritual Musings, Theology, life
Will there be sorrow in the presence of god?
If my reward in heaven is less than that of my brother, will I feel bad? Will it matter to God?
Will I be disappointed with myself, will God be disappointed with me?
If not, why should I bother now?
ciao
Schizo
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