The Blog Of Dysfunction

As I said in my last post yesterday was a bad day and a good day. My best buddy got through PG but I wasted the whole evening. Also I was unable to concentrate and study or do anything; my mind was just too full of frightening thoughts. I was awake and walking and talking [...]

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I wonder if these young citizens and their rich culture is included in the “beautiful India” tours and book.
By yoke Mc
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By Subhasish
Next time you pass one of them in the street, buy them a meal, dont satisfy your concience by tossing a few coins, involve yourselves.

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It was about four years ago when began to realize that a lot of philosophical/ spiritual/ ideological stands I had so far been considering the gospel were in fact not the most internally consistent and obvious at all. Over these years I have been searching hard for the most internally consistent and reasonable ideologies. [...]

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Will there be sorrow in the presence of god?
If my reward in heaven is less than that of my brother, will I feel bad? Will it matter to God?
Will I be disappointed with myself, will God be disappointed with me?
If not, why should I bother now?
ciao
Schizo

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It hurts, it sucks, it’s unfair, its real, it’s irreversible, it changes everything for a while and nothing for very long, it makes me angry, it makes me cry, it makes me search for a dark empty place inside me to shut away all the emotions, it screams at me when I call [...]

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