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The Schizo Is Tired

March 23rd, 2007 · 10 Comments · Ramblings, Soul searching

I am tired of blogging.

I feel guilty for spending so much time on the net doing somthing thath is not palpably productive, I am not making art, touching lives or increasing anyone’s productivity.
I am torn between writing from passion and  creating linkbait.

I hate swimming with the stream and that is exactly what I have been doing all this while

I can’t make up my mind if I should blog for the readers or for myself and cant figure how to go the middle path, if there is one

Am totally jealous of  bloggers like Tisha who have successfully created a huge fan following by blogging true to them selves and no link baiting.

This is taking too much of my time.

I am essentially impatient and have flights of ideas, blogging has been my longest ever hobby.

I am frustrated that i cannot find more time to blog but when I do, I just make or plan link bait and then mope about it.

I am pissed at me for being an academic faliure and the shadow has not shifted from over me.

I think I have the “I am a faliure at evething” complex, I think it’s also called self-pity.

Should I take a Blogging vacation? or is all i need a kick in the butt?

Advise please.

ciao

schizo

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10 responses so far ↓

  • 1 Binny V A // Mar 23, 2007 at 4:35 am

    Ahh… the writers block! Happens to all. Don’t worry it will pass.

  • 2 sulz // Mar 23, 2007 at 5:28 am

    sounds like a case of a pretty serious blogging burnout. take a vacation from it, reprioritise your life, blog only when you’re inspired to, maybe you’ll find your passion again for a very enjoyable and cathartic hobby!

  • 3 saLome // Mar 23, 2007 at 3:21 pm

    “tired, guilty, torn, jealous, impatient, frustrated, pissed, faliure”…..
    wHATS WITH YOU…
    aLL YOU NEED IS A GOOD KICK TO TAKE A GOOD BREAK…

  • 4 madhuri // Mar 23, 2007 at 8:04 pm

    i seconmd what salome has to say. u need a kick in the back side. i need one myself too…

  • 5 Schizo // Mar 23, 2007 at 11:30 pm

    thanks sulz, salome and mads
    dunno if i have to courage to take a break. though i think internship will cause a break even if i wish otherwise.

    which one of you i s going to kick me cute butt?

    love

    schizo

  • 6 nelsonnium // Mar 26, 2007 at 9:04 am

    I’ll do it. :-)

  • 7 Tisha // Mar 26, 2007 at 7:30 pm

    Your MBL widget is just in love! Well I do visit regularly. OH I KNOW are you on BlogMad?

    I know what you mean about feeling TIRED! I am a tired of being responsible and responsibility in general so I need some frivolity and return to childhood, wanna play (no pun intended) we do need to get back to the basics every once in a while and just have good fun. That’s what I tend to do on my blog, many think I am nuts, I AM and sharing my madness is so healthy for me and I don’t hold back…always been considered eccentric LOL

    Much courage to you my dear friend and go do something absolutely silly right NOW!

    Much love
    Tisha

  • 8 Schizo // Mar 26, 2007 at 7:45 pm

    hi tisha

    I think i am in love too.

    will kill the widget i don’t like competition

    dont think am in blog mad.

    thanks for the advice

    have done something absolutely crazy

    schizo

  • 9 Tisha // Mar 26, 2007 at 11:31 pm

    tell me what you’ve done little boy besides declare your love? LOL

  • 10 Schizo // Mar 27, 2007 at 2:23 pm

    I need to do more ?
    what can be crazier than declaring love to the hottest blogberty?
    maybe i will throw awya my ingternship and fly over..

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