The Blog Of Dysfunction

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I am noticing that as the necessity for me to study is increasing, I am spending more and more time on the net, reading or trying to blog or find inspiration to blog etc. (read; wasting time). So this is it, I realize and affirm to myself today that I blog as a form of denial, a distraction from what I really ought to be doing; study and so I need to stop.
I claim to be a maladjusted medical student, it seems to me now that the maladjustment is my own making or at-least that I am adding fuel to the fire by my escapism and sheer irresponsibility.

I am a final year medical student perched at the edge of finishing my course, I should be studying, NOT blogging for escaping.

Another thing that bothers me about my own blogging is that I don't seem to be able to identify why I am blogging, I seem to know what I am not, but don't ask me what I am.

So, its time to take a break from my wasteful indulgence in blogging and be a good steward of my God given responsibility of studying.

I hope to be back late august after my exams and after my trip to Gwalior and other places, perhaps by then I would have realized what I should be blogging for/about.

Readers of this post, please do drop a kind word about me to the creator because I really am trying to study, I just wish I enjoyed what I studied as much i enjoy the net and the blogsphere.